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When feelings are gone~~~i was lookin thru photos on FB today... saw sm pic on ST... when i look at the photos n was literally staring at them... wat happen to the sourness tat i use to feel when i saw him in photos on occasions tat r unknown to me...???why does it seem so unacceptable tat his look tat once i adore nw seem sooooooooooooo... cui... i am beginnin to wonder wat do i see in him in the first place... no wonder ppl say love is blind... can imagine hw blind i was tat time... he is really nt exactly those so yan dao kind lor... i am nt tryin to b sarcastic or becos currently his gf is sm1 else... cos ther is no point in being sarcastic or jealous of a person whom nw i see is nth more den a normal colx... i guess when ther is sm1 else residing in ur heart currently, the previous gt push to a really very small corner of the heart... i cnt deny tat i haf once lyk ST so much tat i nvr question my feelin for him at all... bt currently, other den the fact tat i use to lyk him b4... things abt him nolongers affect me anymore... no wonder ppl alwayz say tat feelings are the most untrustworthy in the world... they really changes... n frm times to times... i guess it really take efforts on both sides to ensure tat feelings dun change easily due to certain events or issues... i am tryin to learn tat nw... itz funny for sm1 who is hittin 28 this year... bt no choice... ther wasnt a r/s tat last as long as baobei... n of cos, i hope to sustain it the longest possible... anyway... this entry isnt abt baobei... itz abt ST... so i can oni say... i really duno wat make me lyk him previously... haha... perhaps lyk wat baobei ask zhiyi b4... "u lyk LL becos we tell u to go aft her or u really lyk her" did i lyk ST tat time becos the lunch grp keep pushin us to b 2gthr or smth in him really caught my heart the other time...?? of cos, i wnt forget the sweet things tat he use to do for me b4... haha... i will leave all other benefits to weilin nw... though i pity her abit (cos ST is still rather self-centred nw)... i still hope for the best for the 2 of them... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/08/2009 03:46:00 PM
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