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my master pieces...haha... ytd de manicure n pedicure lessons, learn to do water marbling... a form of nail arts... oh yah... forget to mention, i haf started to touch on nail arts for my mani n pedi lessons liao... haha... draw abit of smth last week n this week...  water marbling is kind of fun... itz smth simple n can be picked up easily... (even my mei mei did her own water marbling last nite at hm after i show her hw to do it... she did it on her fake nail tips of cos.. ahha....) the difficult part is to get everythin done before the nail polish started to evaporate... below is a sample of the end pdt... the pic is abit unclear lar... bt no choice, gt a lousy camera...  and nw... i share be the expert teachin u guyz hw to do water marbling... haha... items requires: 1 glass filled half wif water (glass cnt b too big cos the nail polish will evaporate too fast), 2 nail polish - one dark color, one light color, a fake nail tip attached to a toothpick usin blue tac... firstly, drip one drop of the light nail polish in the water, and drip the 2nd drop of the dark color in the middle of the light color, then drip the 3rd drop of the light color in the middle of the 2nd drop etc etc... repeat until 3 drops of each color is drip into the water... 2ndly, use a toothpick to drag the nail polish for the outer color to the inner color in small strokes from one direction... 3rdly, after draggin, find a print tat u think is the most pretty and dip the nail tip in and create a path for the nail tip to come out without affectin the print... sounds easy rite... haha... jz go n practice ba... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/31/2008 11:18:00 AM 最后的等待……换来的还是只有失望……一直以来我很相信缘分，但我更相信命运……说实在的，新加坡说大不大，但说小也不小……所以，可以认识，就是一种缘分……可以一起工作，也是一种缘分……会爱上一个人也是一种缘分……但是，缘分是有分长短的，有甜蜜的也有痛苦的……喜欢上不该喜欢的人也不会快乐到哪里去…… 那一天去算了纸牌过后到今天，已经是第35天了……那个人说的始终还是没有实现……说好了要放弃，但是当一个人给我那一丝丝的希望时，我还是忍不住想要继续等待下去……而我也确确实实过了这35天……期待的结果还是没有出现……而我，又在一次面临失望所带来的一股酸涩的感觉…… 原来缘分只是把他带进了我的生命……但是命运却清楚地告诉了我，我和他始终还是两条无法交集的平行线……我想我的心，已经没有再完整了……破碎的，始终还是破碎…… Got washed up on the beach @ 3/29/2008 07:42:00 PM unexpected dwpour...end of the worldGot washed up on the beach @ 3/28/2008 11:37:00 PM Rule #1 ~ There's no such thing as ghost~~~ went to watch this movie last nite... of cos nt alone... since when do i haf the courage to do tat alone... no such bold... the story begins wif yu wen le (a police) discover a dead body in the car boot of a serial killer while issuin the killer a summon... the killer was strangled by the dead body which seat up suddenly... when yu wen le rpt this to the superior, he kanna send to a dept call misc affairs dept... the dept handles complains tat is cos by supernatural phenomenum... bt hwever, ironically, the 1st rule of the dept is tat ther is no such things as ghosts in the world...~~~ actually his superior ekin noe tat ghosts exist bt itz smth tat cnt publicise... the ghost of the serial killer come back to take revenge on yu wen le and started a killin spee by possessing ppl to ppl and cos them to either commit suicide or kill ppl... n ther is a need to go after the ghost of this serial killer in order to end the whole thing... bt the endin is tat the triumph went to the serial killer... hmmz nt a good endin... oki... agree tat ther are disturbin scenes... n gt me into shocks tat i almz jump frm my chair... cos of the sudden sound effects... there is a part ware the serial killer possess a young gal n the young gal attack her classmates and get dunno 6 or 7 of them to jump dw the building wif her by holding hands and tying their hairs together... so sicko... i think the movie is abit tryin to follow the style of the shutter, body #19 n alone... ware flashbacks of truth is being done at parts of the movie n towards the end... didnt manage to find much pix of the shows to display... jz make do wif watever available ba... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/28/2008 02:16:00 PM sm animated icons... haha...i kpo the url frm frenster... cos here oso can use wat... haha... smart of me... (predestrian 1: so buay pai seh~~~~)This one is one DN ANGEL...  This one is on Naruto...  Got washed up on the beach @ 3/27/2008 11:43:00 AM BecoS itz U...by right i shd haf this album... bt dunno ware itz hidin in my pc lar...first saw it on channel V... gt capture by the lyrics... cos itz feelz jz so me rite nw... 第一次我发现自己可以这么坚定 不管别人怎么关心我就是爱你 我知道这样的决定也许有一点点任性 我只是忠于自己 爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清 有时一个眼神就能看透真心 虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理 但你知道的我还是会等你 别怀疑我为什么爱你 就像云恋风风恋着雨 其实我也不太懂这是什么道理 我想这就好像呼吸 不用练习因为是你 爱情不是三言两语就可以说得清 有时一个眼神就能看透真心 虽然你也可以选择逃避或置之不理 但你知道的我还是会等你 别怀疑我为什么爱你 就像云恋风风恋着雨 其实我也不太懂这是什么道理 我想这就好像呼吸 不用练习因为是你 别怀疑我为什么爱你 就像云恋风风恋着雨 其实我也不太懂这是什么道理 我想这就好像呼吸 不用练习因为是你 Got washed up on the beach @ 3/26/2008 05:06:00 PM a quick quick update...haven been reportin for quite sm times... haha... one of the main reasons is... me is super lazy lar... i gt lotz n lotz of topics to blog on... for eg. my mani n pedi lessons... the STEP UP 2 tat i haf watched... the trip to ikea... n the buang-ing of my 3-day old car...bt i guess i will jz break dw the events one by one later ba... STEP UP 2 THE STREET  i went to watch the movie wif ST n bb tan... both drag ther by me... bb tan was relunctant to go at first... bt glad tat he gt go... i think itz time for me to stop goin out alone wif ST liao... anyway back to the movie... step up 2 was nt exactly a continuation fo step up... both are abt hip hops bt step up focus on the techniques n step up 2 focus on the choro... oh yah, ther was sm salsa in b/w step up 2... ^___^ since the focus is on dancing... the storyline is nt exactly the limelight... so wnt touch on tat much... conclusion is finding ur attitude towards life via dancing... Trip to IKEA... made a treat to IKEA on gd fri... acc by bb tan... (super sweet of him... ^___^)... intention is to look for shelves... yah... cos of my messy many many de rm... saw the shelves... bt luckily nvr bring it back... cos i cnf tat i dun haf the strength to do so.... 22kg leh..!!!! for jz one cupboard... for sm1 who haven been eattin rite... ware gt the strength lar... u think i sot sot meh... at the end of the day... gt the shelf the followin day... tell papa to cum n fetch... (LJY was face black cos papa speedin his new car...) nw... one corner of my room is slightly neater... will proceed to do the nx side... haha... Overall condition... attend pedi n mani lesson on sunday n was learnin nail arts... damn tough... = =''' esp for sm1 who dun haf art cells w/n... bt still will try to progress... SLOGAN --> PRACTICE! PRACTICE! and PRACTICE! our car came on good friday... bt i buang it on sunday... dun feel lik elaborating this part... jz note tat i buang my 3-day old car can liao... heartache~~~~ $$$$$ flying~~~~ health condition wasnt really gd... i puke on fri n sat nite... sun feels oki except for occasional run to the toilet... n the LS situation extended to today... plus... my lunch was gone... (feel so sian abt it esp when i did nt even eat a lot durin lunch... nt the kind of way i wanna lose weight... bb tan help me finish off my food again... sweet.... ^___^) by the end of this week... my 35days were up... n it will proof tat the uncle readin is nt tat accurate afterall... wat can 5 days change a relationship tat oredi forseen to b hopeless... dun wanna pin too much hope... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/24/2008 07:47:00 PM A song i have been tryin to find...i simply lik the chi version... haha... bt dunno watz the name of the ang moh version until nw... haha... frog in the well...Got washed up on the beach @ 3/15/2008 05:25:00 PM Indeed... A new beginning...I lik ST... I really really really lik ST a lot... At this point of time when i am writin this, my feelings are truely wat i feel... for the past 7 mths, ther are so much sadness in my r/s wif him jz becos i put in too much in smth tat i noe tat ther might nt be future in it...i haf been stubborn... refuse to open up... refuse to admit tat i haf lose the battle long time ago... i do feel sad nw... bt the feelin is much better... cos... i really learn to let go... even if tears flow dw nw... they flow dw wif a smile... itz becos, i learn nt to treat myself too hard... i learn nt to ask too much so tat i wnt noe too much... even if i find out smth tat i noe will break my heart, i accept it instead of running away frm it... it wnt change the fact tat i lik him... i wnt regret the fact tat i lik him as well... jz tat i am ready to open up... lik i haf say... if we are meant to be... we will eventually... if we are nt... jz let things go ba... i think i will still cry ba... bt eventually, i will truely find my smile back as well... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/11/2008 12:14:00 AM White Valentine Day....Feb 14 is the international recognise V-day rite... bt in Japan... itz being celebrate slightly differently...Feb 14 is a day tat gals gif chocolates n pressie to the guys that she lik... bt sometimes for workin adults, females will oso buy chocolates for superiors... so the chocolates sold in the stores are normally divided into 2 categories... obligatory chocolate (for frenz n superiors etc) and honmei chocolates (for guy tat the gal is serious abt) Mar 14 is special day in Japan oso... itz White Valentine Day... itz the day for the guys who are lucky enuff to receive chocolates frm the gal to return the favor... n of cos if the guy received honmei chocolates frm the gals rite... itz oso a time for him to response to the gals if he feel the same or nt.... anyway.... white day is normally celebrate in Japan (cos initiated in Japan)... however, it seems tat korea n taiwan do start celebratin this day oso... shd singapore start as well..? Got washed up on the beach @ 3/09/2008 10:53:00 PM St. Patricks Day... i haf been seein things regardin ST. Patricks Day in facebook... even at clark quay ytd, a bunch of ppl wearrin green walk past me n bb tan... i noe they r celebratin or goin to celebrate st. patricks day after seein all the related items in facebook... haha...
so... i began to wonder wat is this st. patricks day abt... haha... so done abit of research today... Saint Patrick's Day is an annual feast day which celebrates Saint Patrick, one of the patron saints of Ireland, and is generally celebrated on 18 March... Meaning it is normally celebrate by Irish... bt the culture haf move to all parts of the world now... Saint Patrick's Day is celebrated worldwide by Irish people and increasingly by non-Irish people, as well. Hence the phrase, "Everyone wants to be Irish on St. Patrick's Day." Celebrations are generally themed around the colour green and all things Irish... Ppl goin ard wearin green colour de clothings arh, eattin irish food, drinkin irish beer arh etc... actually after findin out till here... i gt bored liao n dun bother to find out more liao... haha... in the end itz jz related to sm guy oni lar... jz tat the shamrock leave is cute and the items tat represent the day itself is cut oni... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/08/2008 04:42:00 PM A new beginning...?ST was back in the ofc ytd... previously, i haf been habourin the thots of gettin MC on friday so tat i can avoid meetin up wif him... bt itz true... i can avoid him on friday, i still haf to see him on monday... ther is no way tat i can avoid him forever...the feelin of him being ard jz made me smile frm the heart... i noe for myself tat itz impossible to forget him... since i cannot forget n i noe tat i truely like him, all the more i shd learn to let go... i think i haf been too hard on myself for the past few mths... shd learn to relax myself abit... shd learn to cope wif my curiousity on his wareabouts... shd gif both of us a place to breath... i will jz let everythin shun qi zi ran ba... it could be hard bt since this time i really decide liao, i will jz let it be ba... tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong rite... thnx every1 who haf been supportin me this while... thnx nat, ariel, jess, LC, bb tan, grace, flor, n of cos my siblings... specially for bb tan: thnx for acc me for all the dinners n datings n the shoulders... i will remember ur little treat last nite de... jz to tell u, i am oso very willin to lend u my time n shoulders if u need them... hugz n kisses oso available... ^^ i understand that u r the oni child n tends to be independent, bt smtimes, itz really oki to rely abit on others oki... thnx for trustin me, i am really honoured... *hugz... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/08/2008 03:38:00 PM Chemical components of a woman... this is smth tat i read since secondary sch... when i havin my sec 3 chemistry i suppose... haha... this is lik 12 years ago...?!!! wah i am super old liao... tatz bad... haha... cnt believe tat itz still in circulation after soooooooooooooooooooooo longggggggggggggggggg.... haha...
Got washed up on the beach @ 3/05/2008 10:31:00 AM P.S. I Love You... this movie was screen durin v-day... tot of watchin it wif ST if all the unpleasant things nvr happen... apparently, me n him nt fated to watch this show... in short, the story was abt hw a widow survive thru the death of her hubby...  miracously thru the help of her dead hubby.... b4 his death, he had made arrangements for letters to be sent to her tellin her hw to go on wif her life in his absence... at the end of each n every letter, he will end it wif --- P.S. I Love You...i read the book b4 i watch the show... so when the screen come on right in front  of me, my tears automatically drop immediately... i noe what tat particular screen represent and in anticipation of wat will be happenin, the tears jz drop by itself... i guess i am the oni one in the cinema tat cry frm the start of the show to the end of the show ba... Life is nvr made to be perfect... even if u met up wif tat perfect sm1, he/she might leave u due to unforeseen circumstances... bt life still goes on rite... eventually one has to learn hw to walk out of his/her misery... agree tat itz easier said to b done... bt mz try rite... if u nvr ever try u wnt noe the outcome rite... so in conclusion... be brave... u will nvr be alone for all u noe... ther r still frenz n family ard... ther is still future love rite... jz lik wat the husband told the wife in the letter "Don't be afraid to fall in love again... Open your heart and follow where it leads you... and remember, shoot for the moon... PS. I will always love you..." Remember, P.S. I Love You...
Got washed up on the beach @ 3/05/2008 12:13:00 AM Photos frm BB tan's bdaY celeBRAtion...HOT FROM THE OVEN.... I jz gt the photos frm bb tan... La~~~ The brocadians.... bt i really wanna box the ppl standing behind me... look as if i gt 2 buns on my head lor... lik minnie mouse lik tat... soooooooooooo ugly....  see tat guy standing on the left of bb tan...?? jz right beside the left of bb tan, wearin cream color... haha... haha... haha... he is the one who contribute 100% to my $14 winnings of mahjong for tat saturday... this gang is the sec sch fren of bb tan... haha... bb gan is oso inside.... oooooo side news... bb gan de FG tell me tat she n bb tan frm same primary sch de... haha... singapore is soooooo small leh... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/04/2008 01:33:00 AM Maturity... understanding...think ther will be no more talkin abt me n ST... itz gettin stale... everyday itz all the same on hw i tried nt to think of him n hw cranky i gt when i saw the nickname of the qing mei zhu ma on msn...smbody told me tat he is childish and immature... his immaturity had caused pain to himself and others... he said tat he dun understand gal well... bt in actual fact... hw many of us in this world can understand urself fully..? and in tat case, hw are u able to understand others at the same time... in addition, hw are we goin to understand someone who all the while did not open up to you...? understandin smbody haf to be mutual ie. tat person himself wanted to b understood... if u r tryin to understand sm1 who refuse to open up himself/herself to you, hw r u goin to understand them... tatz no way to do it unless u noe mind reading... n who haf such supernatural power anyway.... although all ppl can b categorise in2 gal or guy... bt each individual is still unique... understanding has gt nth to do wif maturity... maturity oni come in when u wanna handle ur understanding or ur non understanding... chim rite... this is an ongoing process without fail... n hw many can actually survive thru this process without gettin hurt, betrayed, paranoid, hopeless, confused...? this is ware maturity come in... hw do u handle ur hurt, the betrayal u face, the paranoid u seen, the hopeless n confusions tat u feel...? it could b part of the understanding process... a childish/immature person could noe wat is going on, he/she can understand sm1 or an issue very well... bt noe-in doesnt mean tat u can handle it... it come with experience... so mature person could oso misunderstood or dun even noe wat is going on... jz tat wif experience, they can handle the situation oni... come to think of it... have i ever really understand ST... have he actually willin to open up himself for me to understand him... i realised tat wat i noe abt him is really on the surface... i guess is any1 who noe him for smtimes will noe oso... he nvr share the inner feelings n even if he share, most prob nt to me oso... so am i immature becos i dun understand wat guyz are thinkin..?? i will oni say tat i am immature becos i refuse to handle things the way tat itz shd be handle eventhough i noe tat i will b capable of handlin it the way it shd b if i wan... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/04/2008 12:40:00 AM 3 weeks cold turkey treatment countdown - Day14today at the mani n pedi course, we did pedi for the students.. i think slightly easier for me jz tat i am abit slow on pedi... teacher say mz finish everything in 45min... think i took 1.5hr to do jz nw.... haha... oso mz practice on my polishin skill... really sux...Ther wnt b any lesson nx sunday... so can at least do abit of work on sunday ba... i hope... haha... jz incase i gt lazy... work is pilin... die die gt to clear... anyway... lesson resume nx nx sunday... gonna bring grace to be my model... haha... ytd, went to bb tan's bday celebration... so bad... bb tan nvr gif me lotz of ice-cream... oni a small pc... i lik ice-cream bt nvr gif me many... he care oni abt his WIP leh, me this da jie no place to stand liao... sooooooo sadddddddddd... sobz... jealous many many... haha... >.< play MJ at the celebration wif bb tan's fren n jess n LC... total i won $14, bt i am unhappy at all... there is a sayin... qing chang shi yi, du chang de yi... damn... meanin tat my winnings is a sign tat eventually i will shi lian... haiz... hw can i be happy lik tat leh... esp when the feelin of me nt being able to be wif ST gt more n more stronger... although i intend to gif up n really tryin to adjust my feelin bt the thot of losin him is still disturbin.... i dun lik tat kinda feelins... >.< Got washed up on the beach @ 3/02/2008 10:23:00 PM Happy Hatchy-day...~~~itz bb tan 21st bday today... on the 2nd of march... HAPPY BIRTHDAY...!!!hope all ur bday wishes come true... (bb tan... can tell me wat r ur bday wishes tat u made in brocade n at ur celebration ytd...?? heee... da jie me is kpo wor...~~~) oso hope all the best for u n ur WIP oki... if really really cannot work out hor... me will be ur spare tyre till u find ur zhen ming tian nu... hmmz... anyway... my liberal mun says tat age difference of 6 years doesnt matter to her... haha... and hor... open presents liao tell me hor.. i wonder what u rec'd leh... kpo again... haha... ^__^ Got washed up on the beach @ 3/02/2008 09:16:00 AM 3 weeks cold turkey treatment countdown - Day12wat a wrong move i made today... i shd haf jz stay in ofc to work or go hm immediately instead of meeting grace... i really dun understand hw she n benny lam manage to stay 2gthr for soooooo long... i would haf gone crazy long time ago... they r really a violent couple... scary...at the end of the day... we cnt even find the place... = =''' after 12 days... this is the first time i see ST online... wat a nostalgic feeling... Got washed up on the beach @ 3/01/2008 12:34:00 AM
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