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Tree, Leaf, Wind~~~~~manage to found an article tat i lyk alot... itz very long winded... bt smhw quite true... even 933fm gt use this article b4 in the 'music diary' section b4...I really love the verse "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay". If you fall for somebody don't pretend that it didn't matter. Love is something that can't you can afford to have mind games. Quickly tell your love, you love him/her so. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Tree The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & said "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes were swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes were filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heartache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know who is the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Leaf During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompanies me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Wind Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay 叶子的离去，是因为风的追逐，还是因为树没有叫她留下…… Got washed up on the beach @ 1/30/2009 12:03:00 PM Happy CNY Part 1 - Reunion dinner..haha... this year we haf steamboat again... bt... the four of us went abit sot sot over bacons...bacon sin 1 bacon sin 2 bacon sin 3 bacon sin 4 http://www.new.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/video/video.php?v=1084879318787 i try to upload mei mei video.. bt cannot!!! LYZ camera video function toooooooo big file... >.< Got washed up on the beach @ 1/28/2009 12:55:00 AM hmmz... some pondering thots again~~~i haven seen tan kamat for very very long... he say tat i MIA for almz 9 mths.. he ask abt baobei (mentioned tat he is a bai zhan ji!!! >.<) and mentioned tat i pian xiao didi (tatz wat ck say oso~~~~)bt he did say smth... n ponder me to think again... he ask me hw baobei is takin this r/s... cos... i am older den him... which means tat baobei will b forced to settle dw earlier if we managed to withstand everythin n stay together... i rem tat baobei once say tat he wan to get married oni at 31 years old... tatz when he will haf the capacity to take up responsibility i suppose... bt wif me... he had to cut short it... by at least 5 years... will it be stressful to him..?? tan kamat quote the case of weide n shirley as an example... which is nt a very good case... both of them annul their ROM in the end... shirley is older den weide... i duno hw much older though... i myself had always wanted to ask baobei the same thing... becos of me, he will haf to settle dw earlier den what he plan to be... so... will he regret..?? well... i think jz take a step at a time ba... nobody noes wat happen in the future rite... we wnt noe wat we get until we been thru it oso... of cos... i hope to remain together wif baobei no matter wat... as time passed by... his existence becum more n more impt to me each day... i jz cannot stand myself to be without him anymore... i jz wan him... at the same time, i was warned by tan kamat tat i haf been MIA for too long n itz time tat i shd start showin my face ard liao... bt nt my fault wor... the timin alwayz clashed when han wee wee sms me... hw can jz blame me lyk tat wor... T_T i guess... i am jz gettin emo again... haiz... why alwayz lyk tat de... i dun lyk myself le... =( Got washed up on the beach @ 1/23/2009 12:23:00 AM SM Guys are jz heartless by nature...sm conversation b/w me n KB... actually i oso very bo liew... shdnt haf started the conversation... bt den hor... i super tired on friday nite... dun wan to spend $$ to go n take cab n at the same time super duper hungry... so... hope tat sm1 can rescue me lor...BT ITZ A BIG MISTAKE TO EVEN APPROACH HIM... sm hw... i think he is worst den ST.. Me cum n fetch me leh Kevin where u? Me office... harbourfront... Me near vivo... Me haha... Kevin where ur boyfren? Me went gui hun oredi... Kevin ur boyfren go gui hun?is everything ok???? Me duno.. mayb fallin out of r/s soon... Me jokin lar... Me he went n play mahjong oni lar Me anyway... i loggin off... goin hm liao... damn tired... Kevin 你是猪头啊 Me 什么 Kevin 吓我一跳 Me 为什么骂我 Kevin i thot u quaRrel or something, den need to lend u shoulder Kevin chey... Me 没有啦 Me bt i work OT cos i boyfren-less today mah Me so still is his fault... Kevin aiya separate for a while give each other a chance to miss each other lor Kevin everyday meet...will sian one u noe Me i nvr everyday meet wat... Me he nd to go skool on weekday leh Kevin gd lor Me watz so good Kevin everything ok means good lor Me haha... cum n pick me up leh... to go makan... Me i haven eat dinner leh Kevin but i not hungry,and i doing project haha Me = = Me so evil... Kevin im the devil Kevin -6 Me yah... den i more evil... Me cos i am cursin tat u will fail ur proj Me for bein evil to me Kevin lol Kevin u very extreme Kevin scary... Me yah... Me fail~~~~~~~~~~~ Me fail~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Me fail fail fail~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~` Kevin wont fail one la.... Me yesh will fail... Kevin anything la Me once i say u will fail... u will definitely fail... Me tsk tsk tsk... Kevin since when ur heart so bLack.... :( Me since the time u disappoint me as a fren lor... Kevin did i?when?wat i do? Me u r talkin happily to ur WIP n ignorin me when i was CRYING in ur ROOM... Me last last year... Kevin u got cry meh?i don remember wat happen. den u still don wan to let go ar? Me U SEE... U DUN EVEN REMEMBER! Me wat a fren Me tsk tsk... Me look lyk i wasnt wrong to be disappointed in u man... Kevin so long ago how to remember Kevin 只有你那么记仇 Me itz jz 2 years ago lor Me yah... i am very ji chou... Kevin haha Me i think i shd ban u on my msn... Me bye bye Kevin so 绝 yesh... i admit that i super ji chou... bt he make me to do tat... haiz... previously i still think tat i am bein unfair to him and makin use of him for runnin to him whenever ST make me sad... so it turn out tat he is even more heartless... so i shall save all my guiltiness liao lor... jz wanna say tat i am pissed off wif him... noe him since pri sch n yet he lyk tat... say tat i am evil if u wan... i cannot be bothered.. Got washed up on the beach @ 1/19/2009 11:01:00 AM How good it is to be a man~~~~ Haha~~~  
Got washed up on the beach @ 1/14/2009 05:19:00 PM the wonderful world of babies...on my niece first mth celebration...my cousin's sister-in-law n her bb...  mama lim n cute bb shamise... errrrrrr... i duno if i spell her name correct... abit too chim for me so dun rem... =P  cute bb shamise...  cousin ling ling n bb shamise...  the birth of bb Michael Lee Dong He (Jasmine bb ~~ my colx at brocade~~~)  
Got washed up on the beach @ 1/13/2009 01:01:00 AM Happy 8th month anniversary!!To baobei:Happy 8th month. Thanks for being around. Thanks for everything. Thanks for loving me for just who I am... I noe i get cranky often... n you haf to bear wif it most of the time... bt i m really happi tat u nvr leave despite all tat... I hope tat we will haf lots more months in front of us... Love you... Love, me Got washed up on the beach @ 1/10/2009 01:31:00 PM new year resolutionsfinally finally... i haf set my resolutions... haha...1. Strike toto 2. Strike 4D 3. Strike big sweep 4. Lose 5kg (typically nt possible if sm1 still nvr go running wif me) 5. Go dancing (even if sm1 dun haf the time to acc me to go... i will oso go... no jealousy if i kenna hug by other guyz oki...) 6. Clean up my room (haha... another mission rather impossible...) 7. Stay sweet n xing fu wif baobei 8. Stay much much in love wif baobei 9. Go overseas gai gai wif baobei 10. Eat good food wif baobei 11. Celebrate every mthly anniversary wif baobei Got washed up on the beach @ 1/09/2009 12:08:00 PM When feelings are gone~~~i was lookin thru photos on FB today... saw sm pic on ST... when i look at the photos n was literally staring at them... wat happen to the sourness tat i use to feel when i saw him in photos on occasions tat r unknown to me...???why does it seem so unacceptable tat his look tat once i adore nw seem sooooooooooooo... cui... i am beginnin to wonder wat do i see in him in the first place... no wonder ppl say love is blind... can imagine hw blind i was tat time... he is really nt exactly those so yan dao kind lor... i am nt tryin to b sarcastic or becos currently his gf is sm1 else... cos ther is no point in being sarcastic or jealous of a person whom nw i see is nth more den a normal colx... i guess when ther is sm1 else residing in ur heart currently, the previous gt push to a really very small corner of the heart... i cnt deny tat i haf once lyk ST so much tat i nvr question my feelin for him at all... bt currently, other den the fact tat i use to lyk him b4... things abt him nolongers affect me anymore... no wonder ppl alwayz say tat feelings are the most untrustworthy in the world... they really changes... n frm times to times... i guess it really take efforts on both sides to ensure tat feelings dun change easily due to certain events or issues... i am tryin to learn tat nw... itz funny for sm1 who is hittin 28 this year... bt no choice... ther wasnt a r/s tat last as long as baobei... n of cos, i hope to sustain it the longest possible... anyway... this entry isnt abt baobei... itz abt ST... so i can oni say... i really duno wat make me lyk him previously... haha... perhaps lyk wat baobei ask zhiyi b4... "u lyk LL becos we tell u to go aft her or u really lyk her" did i lyk ST tat time becos the lunch grp keep pushin us to b 2gthr or smth in him really caught my heart the other time...?? of cos, i wnt forget the sweet things tat he use to do for me b4... haha... i will leave all other benefits to weilin nw... though i pity her abit (cos ST is still rather self-centred nw)... i still hope for the best for the 2 of them... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/08/2009 03:46:00 PM my big big blueblacki gt this blueblack on sunday... after visitng a tui na shi who i went for full body tui na...she mentioned tat i haf blockage many many here n ther... n she oni use her knuckles nt even her thumb to do the tui na... =(  the bruises still ard leh... think will take at least 2 days to heal... me listen to baobei n get myself a pair of white therapy socks today... wearin it to slp today n shall wear them to the ofc when i get new slippers which will nt spoil the socks... they r ex many many leh... the socks are said to improve blood circulation... n i hope to see improvement in my health though... i gt see ah gong wearin similar things b4... bt dun think itz the same brand ba since itz the doc tat ask him to wear... thinkin of gettin one for mummy... bt i think it will take time to coax her to wear wor... haizzzzz... my parents are hard nuts to crack... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/08/2009 01:06:00 AM Pondering thots...hmmz... as i was typin out this entry... i was wonderin hw shd i put across the entry... it is nt abt me... nt abt bb tan... bt sm1 else... i jz wana comment becos i feel tat if such situation is nt handled correctly... things will turn out to be rather ugly...when a person fall in love wif another person... n tat person love you back the same... it will b a happy endin for both... the maintenance of the r/s will hence depends on both parties n their commitment to each other... all will b well if ther is no other factors involved... however... wat will happen if this r/s is engaged in a triangle...???? tat is the person that you fell in love wif actually belong to sm1..? jz tat he/she nolonger haf feelings for tat sm1 n had plans to leave tat sm1... or wat if tat person is actually married..? n oredi haf kids...?? would the situation be the same..?? a lot of time, when ther r kids involve... they r alwayz the most innocent parties to which things tat happen ard the adults... they cnt choose whom their parents to be... n whom their parents will love eventually... n whether they will b accepted if the parents are both separately involve in another r/s... when the 2 ppl first fell madly in love... a lot of things can b ignored... the guy can accept tat the gal gt a kid or vice versa, the gal can accept tat the guy is wif kid... bt eventually when commitment n responsibility came in... hw much further will they b able to take... when voices of objections frm frenz n relatives n families came in... hw much further can they take the r/s to..??? when a r/s does nt jz involve 2 ppl anymore... hw will one b able to react and take the correct action or made the sound decision in order to get to a win-win situation... i always believe tat if you haf the earning power... tat you have the ability to provide for yourself... oni den you will b able to assume responsibility and made the correct decision... bt if u r young... jz grad frm skool... it will definitely be a tough road ahead... n the ultimate weapon to overcome the obstacles lies in your will... n it still cum dw to one fact... r u strong enuff..?? Got washed up on the beach @ 1/06/2009 04:09:00 PM Outstanding posts...Things tat i ought to blog on sm time back...New ofc for prudential colleagues new ofc at suntec tower 5  the tables n chairs n workstations...   the dry pantry  the common pantry  My Xmas pressies~~~   actually ther is another most impt pressie... frm baobei... i felt so touch receiving it frm him... nvr took any pix of it though... nvrtheless... baobei... i nvr forget abt it at all... i am hanging it in the ofc as u told me to... ^^ My dearest baobei he is helpin to set up fire for the bbq at CK's chalet on xmas... i lyk him lyk tat...  
Got washed up on the beach @ 1/06/2009 12:46:00 AM feeling better~~~after writin out a few words of nonsense in the previous entry, jade felt better...Piao piao 1: yeap, i cfm tat she feel better... the gui huo ard her is gone Piao piao 2: most prob she is tired lar... she get cranky when she nvr slp enuff... Piao piao 3: hiyo every1... i am new here... duo duo zhi jiao... anyway... i suspect she might be cookin red bean soup soon... plus nt enuff slp... den becum jumpy many many oni... Jumpy 1: who is callin me...?? Piao piao 1, 2, 3 (together): nobody is callin u... Nobody: i nvr i nvr... i nvr call jumpy... Jumpy 1: i heard my name mentioned... again... so who is calling me..? Who: I nvr call u oso... Itz nobody lar... Nobody: i nvr i nvr... Jumpy 1: ............... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/02/2009 11:40:00 PM feelin of lonlinesslonliness is a scary feelin... so scary when it engulf me n brought me to tears... i dun remember... since when did i start to be scare of being alone..? it nvr happen b4 to me...i wanted to let baobei to haf more time of his own... to spend more time wif his frenz... to do wat he wan... yet... when he is nt ard, i feel scare... jz scare... when sms take longer to reach... i feel sad... i try callin grace... bt she nvr pick up the phone... i cnt find yifan cos she nd to look after her kid... florence is in US n nt available to help... even if she is ard, she will b wif John oso... at sm point of time... frenz are nt really reliable oso... ther r many factors involved... nt all can be wif u when u nd them physically... smtimes... i feel tat i am actually dispensable... nobody actually need me... n i am scare of tat... u noe smth... u shd actually call me after ur first round of MJ end... i wan to hear ur voice... i dun mind u startin a 2nd round of game... I dun mind u nt acc me today... i wan u to tok to me oni... even if itz jz 1min... i purposely spike u wif all the sms... i jz hope tat u will call... i jz nd ur voice to calm me down... thatz all... dun say sorry... i dun wan to hear sorry... u make no mistake... i jz wanna let u noe hw i feel oni... if u say sorry... it will oni make me sadder... cos i make u sad again... tatz the last thing i wan... so baobei... dun say sorry oki... PS: i suspect cases of hormomal imbalance soon... n i dun even noe wat i am tryin to write... crazy woman... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/02/2009 11:04:00 PM Looking back at 2008~~~jz a recapped of wat had happen in 2008... things that had impacts on me within the year...Change of blog i haf shifted my blog frm msn to blogspot... msn cnt upload music... n msn auto create album for photos i upload... so lay chey... so started a new blog... Bad Gastrics problem for 3 mths... i almz did nt eat anythin... or rather i throw up wat ever i eat... mainly cos by emo prob... started when i heard abt ST goin for reservist n followin day make discovery abt his blog... it started to get better when i was wif baobei... cos he bring back my smiles... n of cos wif the help of TCM... angmoh medicine dun work this time round... bt still ther are occassions tat my stomach went on revolution... = = Valentine day dinner wanted to eat wif ST at tat point of time... bt kenna fly kite... eat wif LC n Jess instead... felt lyk a lightbulb to them on tat nite instead... my V-day was jz super lousy Baobei's bday n post trauma baobei invite us to his bday celebration... it wasnt a gd day for him though... his WIP n army fren sabo him 2gthr... tatz why i dun lyk both of them... evil of them to buwee my baobei lyk tat (although tat time still a xiao di di to me...) cos of the WIP... baobei dun lyk eatin alone oso... n i promise to eat wif him but end up flyin kite twice... bad of me for nt keepin promise... ST final rejection on 10-Apr-08, ST finally open his mouth n mentioned tat he tink we r nt suitable... it end the 8mths of waiting... had a big cry tat day n baobei acc me all the way... me n baobei gettin 2gthr on 10-May-08, me n baobei get 2gthr... actually we went quite close the week before liao... bt seem lyk he is unsure of hw he felt at tat time oso... n worried tat he is jz a replacement for ST... everythin was settled oni when he said tat he took me as a gf... haha... throughout the time together... ther was laughter n oso tears (he make me cry~~~)... bt still i nvr regret anything n all the things tat we experience together are jz so precious to me... n i jz love him more n more each day... i am jz super duper lucky to haf found him... ^^ me n baobei's first outing our first outing is to the zooooooooo... bt no panda for me to see... they went back china le... =( Baobei's fren wedding baobei's fren, ET, had his solemnisation in June n weddin luncheon in Dec... the luncheon in Dec cos a big commotion due to sm photos issue... bt everythin turn out well... am glad it turn out well... BB gan's bday we celebrate bb gan bday without bb gan... = =''' he gt into a fight wif his gf (yanfen) while on the way to meetin us... in the end, zhiyi becum the bday boy... so poor thing... Desmond n CY bday both of them organise chalet 2gthr for their bday... they r exactly diff by 1 mth... CY celebrate early so tat wnt hit the piao piao festival... Kevin's bday another fren of baobei 21st bday... the special thing is tat CY brought his gf along for the celebration... haha... she is fu'er... Yanfen's bday bb gan's gf invite us to her bday... itz the first time tat i go clubbin wif baobei... hmmz... frankly... i think baobei dance well... haha... baobei's family bbq mama tan ask me to go for the bbq... so shy... cos kena inform to be his gf... abit pai seh lar... cos duno hw i shd behalf in front of all the relatives... they tot i abt the same age wif him... wonder wat would they think if they noe i am much much older... O_o Christmas i jz wanna mention tat i gt lotz of presents... bt i haven upload the photo yet... CK's bday christmas was spent at chalet becos baobei's fren CK bday was on xmas eve... becky gt drunk much much earlier... zhiyi oso gt drunk n i think... he will lose his chance... jz tryin to be truthful lar... CY oso gt drunk n fu'er stared at him thru'out the nite... another scary nite... n i gt cranky for nt bein able to slp... slp is super impt to me... more impt den eating... Genting trip my oni overseas trip durin the year... aft grace fly me kite on HK trip... Gentin was cold... dun really lyk the weather ther... i hate cold places... bt still i enjoy the trip... the ESP gang are nice pax... n i love bein wif baobei... so itz doesnt matter anymore as long as baobei is wif me... ^^ New year countdown 2009 frankly... ther wasnt really any countdown... we were jz mj-ing all the way... i jz did a small stun durin the steamboat though... i cook myojo noodles to eat... haha... overall i am happy tat i haf baobei wif me... cos it really nvr pass thru my mind tat i will b wif him... n i nvr expect him to lyk me... n nw super duper lyk me many many haha... am abit sad oso... it seems tat relationship tat r once close, is nolonger close... cnt help bt feel tat things r different... use to b close wif jess n ST n the lunch grp... bt sm hw sm wat... things jz change... i nolonger feel the closeness among us oredi... it could b me who is closin up... it could b them who r steppin out... i duno... jz feel sad over this... perhaps... thinkin change... itz hard to communicate anymore... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/02/2009 10:11:00 AM Happy New Year~~~i haf a lousy start for year 2009 =(first thing... i lost $18 in MJ liao... haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... meanin... for 2009, there could b a possibility tat i could lose my job... tat my toto n 4D will run n jump... i will fall dw often... i will fall sick often... i will lose slp often... i will gt gastrics back... my boss will start to hate me... my frenz will start to avoid me... my colx will isolate me.. ooops... den the fortune tellin prediction tat rooster will b good in the year of ox is nt true liao lor... sobzzzzzzzzz... =( Got washed up on the beach @ 1/01/2009 02:12:00 AM
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