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.::Mo Mo Fund's Update
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feelin of lonlinesslonliness is a scary feelin... so scary when it engulf me n brought me to tears... i dun remember... since when did i start to be scare of being alone..? it nvr happen b4 to me...i wanted to let baobei to haf more time of his own... to spend more time wif his frenz... to do wat he wan... yet... when he is nt ard, i feel scare... jz scare... when sms take longer to reach... i feel sad... i try callin grace... bt she nvr pick up the phone... i cnt find yifan cos she nd to look after her kid... florence is in US n nt available to help... even if she is ard, she will b wif John oso... at sm point of time... frenz are nt really reliable oso... ther r many factors involved... nt all can be wif u when u nd them physically... smtimes... i feel tat i am actually dispensable... nobody actually need me... n i am scare of tat... u noe smth... u shd actually call me after ur first round of MJ end... i wan to hear ur voice... i dun mind u startin a 2nd round of game... I dun mind u nt acc me today... i wan u to tok to me oni... even if itz jz 1min... i purposely spike u wif all the sms... i jz hope tat u will call... i jz nd ur voice to calm me down... thatz all... dun say sorry... i dun wan to hear sorry... u make no mistake... i jz wanna let u noe hw i feel oni... if u say sorry... it will oni make me sadder... cos i make u sad again... tatz the last thing i wan... so baobei... dun say sorry oki... PS: i suspect cases of hormomal imbalance soon... n i dun even noe wat i am tryin to write... crazy woman... Got washed up on the beach @ 1/02/2009 11:04:00 PM
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