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Net contribution: $395
CR's contribution: $773
Jade's contribution: $743
Amount used: $521
Momo Vault: $600

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Indeed... A new beginning...

I lik ST... I really really really lik ST a lot... At this point of time when i am writin this, my feelings are truely wat i feel... for the past 7 mths, ther are so much sadness in my r/s wif him jz becos i put in too much in smth tat i noe tat ther might nt be future in it...


i haf been stubborn... refuse to open up... refuse to admit tat i haf lose the battle long time ago...


i do feel sad nw... bt the feelin is much better... cos... i really learn to let go... even if tears flow dw nw... they flow dw wif a smile... itz becos, i learn nt to treat myself too hard... i learn nt to ask too much so tat i wnt noe too much... even if i find out smth tat i noe will break my heart, i accept it instead of running away frm it...


it wnt change the fact tat i lik him... i wnt regret the fact tat i lik him as well... jz tat i am ready to open up... lik i haf say... if we are meant to be... we will eventually... if we are nt... jz let things go ba... i think i will still cry ba... bt eventually, i will truely find my smile back as well...


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3/11/2008 12:14:00 AM