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Stagnant relationship..Why do I keep having this feeling that this relationship is going nowhere..?? Despite being lovey-dovey all the time.. Am I really able to carry on..??Frankly I duno.. This CNY seems to show me hw not compatible we are and hw expectations are not meet even more.. Taking today as an example.. You will know that i have to go to the hospital.. N yet ur choice is still to go with your frenz... U are oredi busy 2ml n I cnt expect you to be ard n yet today ur choice ish nt me.. San shu has been in hospital since wed.. You are not even ther in any occassion.. Not to say the last admission oso.. You din even go with me once.. If ur focus in your life ish nt me.. I do not know why you wan me as Mrs Tan for.. The other time you feel tat i am nolonger putting effort in this r/s.. Perhaps you shd ask urself if you have put enuff effort in this r/s.. Smtimes i wonder if you do read my blog anymore.. I also dun see ur effort anymore.. Got washed up on the beach @ 2/04/2012 05:41:00 PM Differences in livesA gathering wif cousins always put me into thinking on the differences in life.. Shd i say unfair or nt...Looking at them talking abt travelling n places which they went n visited.. I duno if the feeling i have ish envy or jealousy... These are places tat seem so beyond my reach.. Nt even in the near future will i be thinking abt going... Same family n yet so different kind of life n living.. Feel lyk a joke.. My life... My existence is probably jz another kind of joke... They have the kind of life tat i look so forward to n yet itz lyk a dream tat can nvr b touch... Sad... My life ish sad.. So sad tat i wish tat i could start my life all over again.. N born in a better family.. Got washed up on the beach @ 1/29/2012 04:46:00 PM The worst CNY ever...This year is plunged with misfortunes... N i hate it... the new year fortune talking about hw this is going to be a good year for rooster is all nth but a hoax...everything jz came clashing in together... n i hate it when i have to compromise my timing for somebody else... things oredi planned out and yet need to be adjusted... irritating woman... i hate to match it to your timing... i oso hate it tat the hse is coming nw... the worst time ever... i dun wan to b lyk LJY to lend $$ from some one else to pay for the deposit... itz a super big disgrace lor... things are worst when one is broke... n super broke... Even if tat person is your mother... i oso hate it... no money = no money... dun nd to slap urself to make urself look fat... dun get the hse only mah... dun get marry oni mah... I hate it when you have to face smbody and watch him slowly die... althou this is his choice but we are the ppl looking at it everyday... to face death... n to watch somebody dying n refusing our pleas to stay alive... we are lyk murderers looking at the prey... slowly dying... n suffering... my emo is all jeopardised... i feel tat i am going crazy any time now... i feel tat i will break down anytime... I jz HATE EVERYTHING lyk tat... =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( =( Got washed up on the beach @ 1/28/2012 12:45:00 PM Hoping that CNY will quickly pass by...I used to love CNY until 2 years ago...when CNY come close... i jz get bad feelings n sm bad memories... i hope it will be over as soon as possible... =( Got washed up on the beach @ 1/17/2012 05:56:00 PM Happy 44th month anniversary~~Hiyo baobei.. We manage to survive another mth together.. U did a great job for tolerating me... Haha...On top of tat.. We are moving towards our nx phase of life liao.. Dun u find it amazing..?! I find it scary though.. Bt i will try to b brave with u by my side.. Love ya.. Muackz.. Happy 44.. Got washed up on the beach @ 1/10/2012 08:59:00 AM I wana try to make this...Found this on another person blog... Looks interesting... I may try doing...Sweet Summer Perfume A relaxing and warming blend reminiscent of summer, with a lightly floral aroma complemented by hints of spice and cedar. Especially useful during times of stress, anxiety, irritability, or depression. A great lift-me-up during the cold and dark winter months! •10 drops organic Lavender essential oil •5 drops organic Chamomile essential oil •4 drops organic Cardamom essential oil •1 drop organic Cedarwood essential oil •1 drop organic Geranium (Rose) essential oil •1 tsp organic Jojoba Oil Drip all essential oils into a glass bottle, and roll between palms to evenly mix the oils. Add Jojoba oil and roll again. Add additional essential oils if you desire a stronger perfume. This is extracted from: http://mountainroseblog.com/making-botanical-perfumes-colognes/ Got washed up on the beach @ 1/05/2012 11:35:00 AM Happy New Year...Super late post on New Year as this is the 5th day of 2012...Any resolutions for me this year..?? The answer ish....................... NOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo So irritating to set resolutions... in 2010, i set the resolutions to save $$... yet... i did not see an increase in my savings... not even now... LOL... in 2011, i set the resolutions to spend $$ and yet... i did not FULFILL it as well.... all my money were spent... but not on things that I mention on my resolutions... so... i decide that i am not going to do it this year... save time... LOL Got washed up on the beach @ 1/05/2012 10:48:00 AM Happy 43rd month anniversaryHappy 43 month to baobei once again...Itz so enjoyable to spend our special day in JB.. Mayb we can go every 2 month..?! Though gt abit of hiccups while travelling.. Still happy n bliss to be able to be with u.. U shd know hw much i love u right.. Muackz... Looking forward to everything with you.. Got washed up on the beach @ 12/12/2011 02:02:00 AM 每一件事的两面有时候我真的觉得，人，需要去学会如何了解每一件事情，都有两面的解释。也要学习如何去判断，那一面才是真的。或许，两面都是真的。毕竟不同人对事都有不同的看法。 我爸爸，虽然说不上是个100%的好爸爸。他没有做工（因为他很挑剔）所以妈妈会觉得是爸爸拖跨整个家的经济。 可是，就好像我说的，每一件事都有两面。妈妈虽然是有在赚钱，可是同时，她亏钱的速度并没有爸爸来得慢。 以前我会觉得，妈妈说得对，爸爸对家没有什么贡献。可是，爸爸确实是很爱我们的啊。所以他才会担心林敬倚的健康，林敬倚的经济能力等等。他也会担心林洋震会不会误入歧途，担心将来会不会和林敬倚一样，会有经济的困难。他心疼两个儿子，所以不希望他们被欺负（尤其是女朋友）只不过通常说话的语气不是很好，所以才会让人反感。 妈妈有自己的烦恼，没有办法解决。可是这些，并不一定是爸爸造成的。她需要的，是诚实的得面对自己。我想着应该是双鱼座的性格问题。 还好我家还有一个比较理智的林妹妹。 Got washed up on the beach @ 11/14/2011 05:02:00 PM Happy 42nd month anniversaryHappy 42!!We went into our 7th 1/2 year liao.. Omg!! Haha But I just love u more n more by the year.. N love u even more as time grows... Look forward to the next stage of our life.. Muackzzzzzzz Got washed up on the beach @ 11/10/2011 08:55:00 AM
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