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Love is a simple thing~~ Make complicated by us~~

Love started out to be simple... being with the person who make u feel happy, feel sad, feel hopeful, feel hopeless, feel angry, feel concern and yet you wish to be with forever...


it started with a simple feeling with simple need...


yet as time goes by... environment... experiences... make it complicated...


i haf a fren... getting ROM soon... she feel tat she is not wrong to marry the person who love her... yet she clinge on to a past relationship...


often... i feel unfair for the current bf (despite the fact tat i dun lyk this guy... he is stingy... not romantic... not sensitive... at point of time violent... n saying stupid things thinking tat ppl jz as stupid as he is)... my fren seem to haf love the ex so much tat often she feel tat her concern for the ex is 理所当然 which put the current bf as a victim without him knowing..


in my eyes... of cos it is not... it shows tat the ex affect her alot... the reason of still being fren despite breakin up is still a scam to be... a pretendence... she is jz choosin the easy way out to make her feel better... and yet retaining the chance to get together with the one she actually love from the bottom of the heart...


n yet... the ex is oso undecisive... he is back with the ex-gf (another one... nt my fren) who is also frm the same grp (yaya... their group is a complicated one) yet times... he manage to spur up ripples in the heart of my fren... jz weeks ago... he ask if my fren will b 幸福 if she marry the current bf...


den jz few days ago.. he told my fren tat she is the reason that he has keep on living for these years... yet when ask, he say currently the one he love is the current gf... despite saying tat.. he held my fren's hand all the way...


smtimes... i feel if the guy is treating my fren more lyk a sister... if so.. i think he shd b frank... nt giving false hope to my fren... for these years they broke up... she had this little hope inside the heart to b love by him again... althou she noe tat itz impossible for them to get back together... yet she refuse to wake up...


if the guy really habour little feelings for my fren... he shd even more not to disrupt her life anymore... itz more den enuff...


well... but if i am in the same shoes... wat will i do..?? frankly... i duno...


love is smth ought to b simple... why did it actually get complicated..?? n why are we always so unsure of our feelings...?? becos of the initial 不甘心 when first breakup..? or becos of the breakup wasnt meant to b breakup in the first place..?? or becos we have invested 100% of the feeling in the r/s tat we do not have anymore capital to invest in the next..??


Got washed up on the beach @
1/30/2011 02:30:00 PM