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.::Mo Mo Fund's Update


Net contribution: $395
CR's contribution: $773
Jade's contribution: $743
Amount used: $521
Momo Vault: $600

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Fark my life~~~

i think i haf a super sad life...


imagine having to work for close to 10years... i din even manage to get a 5 digit saving in my bank... n yet the $$ jz keep disappearing... imagine 10 years... 10 farking years... yet... i am broke... normal ppl would have at least sm cash... even saving a $100 per mth for 10 years... u shd haf 5 digits... yet i dun haf...


everytime... smth will jz happen... n i really hate it...


durin march... spending was so tight tat i took 1.5k out to service all my bills n CC bills... n i took 7 mths to put back 1.5k into my savings... imagine having a fixed savings of $300 per mth... i shd haf 2.1k in the bank... n yet... i oni manage to achieve 1.5k...


i hate to see my money gone.... i hate it!! n i feel so tired... ppl can jz go out n enjoy n play n yet haf $$ in the bank...


n all i haf is to work and paid off debts tat is lyk forever not clearing...


jz when i start feeling hopeful... the money ish gone again... i hate commitments... i hate family commitments... itz really giving me 2nd thots of having family...


yesh i love myself... i oni wan to love myself... i oni wan to spend $$ on myself... bt why in the end my $$ all went to sm1 else...


tat damn fengshui arrangement is not helping at all... i din see luck improving... yet haf to pretend tat things are oki in front of others... i am doubting... i duno wat i can trust anymore... nth is lyk helping...


fark my life... wish i could jz drop dead n nt seeing bullshit anymore...


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10/19/2010 11:53:00 AM