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I dun lyk eatting alone...

hmmz... i gt a feelin tat my EQ is droppin... n i dun really lyk tat... it means tat i am gettin cranky very easily...


ytd... baobei n gang went sentosa for vball... i wanted to go bt cnt cos i haf a rebondin schedule... i tot tat the rebondin would finish at ard 5pm at the most... so i told them tat i will b eattin wif them after my rebondin...


bt it drag to 6plus... n the gang r out of sentosa by tat time... n i cun haf reach ther fast enuff to meet the gang to eat... frm jurong to harbourfront... it would haf take another hr... baobei told me tat they start eattin oso... n the first thing tat came into mind is tat he eat wifout me again... n i went soooooooooooooooo sad... cos i oso hungry n haven eattin... bt i haf to eat alone again... itz nt abt tat he can eat wif me again cos he can eat a lot... itz jz smth emotional ba... the thot of him eattin without me... the thot of others havin to stare at me eattin when they r ard bt nt eatin... itz jz abit ben ben to me... as my nature... i burst into tears again... tryin hard to control... bt jz cry again... in the end... i nvr go meet them... since they oredi eaten... i see no point in goin dw harbourfront anymore...


wat make it worse... baobei later told me tat he haven eaten oso... den... i cry even more... cos it make me feel tat i started to be wu li qu nao again... den cos him to miss his dinner so tat he will eat wif me... it feels tat he is sufferin cos of me.... n i dun lyk tat... it feels tat if i was a burden to him instead... =(


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12/14/2008 01:10:00 PM