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a hse is nt a hm...

the moment i step in2 the hse... i saw papa lim drinkin... he shd b in a bad mood n i reckon tat he will get drunk soon n start to get noisy again... itz gettin more n more periodic... mama lim is nt at hm... guess she went MJ-ing to avoid papa lim again...


earli in the mornin... mama lim is oredi complainin here complainin there n it oredi irritate me a lot... i think they quarrel over $$ again...


frankly... itz quite sick when 2 elders PMS n menopause 2gthr at hm... itz turnin the whole hse upside dw.. n i hate cumin hm... hw i wish tat i was nvr born in2 this world at all... living is jz so sicky...


see the moment tat i mention tat papa lim is gettin noisy... i gt scoldin immediately for nt switchin off the bathroom light... after a while, he throw back the credit card tat is meant for groceries shoppin to me... so i almz can guarantee tat they quarrel cos of $$... damn unlucky tat i am the one who kenna again... feel lyk escapin frm this place for good...


i guess i am nt the oni one tat is sick of it... LJY, LYZ n LMM oso... we are all tired... i saw LJY dwstairs jz nw... sittin alone thinkin... i text him instead of goin up cos i guess he need sm peace as well... so better dun disturb him... i think the 4 of us really hope tat we dun exist in the 1st place... nobody lyk to stay at hm... bt watz the point of stayin in a hse which is nt even hm...


there is no love n warmth ard... oni anger n wrath... i guess to papa lim we r jz 4 unfillial kids who refuse to listen to him... bt we r nt even rebukin... he scold n talk on his own... every1 hidin in the rm... dun feel lyk goin out...


perhaps today is really a lousy day ba... bb tan wasnt in a gd mood either... esp when the bball fall thru again... leaving oni him n ck playin... i guess he is disappointed tat the gang is nt puttin enuff effort to stay 2gthr ba... they r impt frenz to him n he hope tat they would b the same... no matter wat, he chose them over sm other frenz n thus place more hopes in this grp of frenz...


bt this is part n parcel of life oso... i think within ESP itself they all treat one another very imptly... perhaps jz diff way of expressin... bt i believe the bond in the grp is definitely strong enuff to let every1 stay 2gthr... even if gatherings become lesser... itz still the heart tat matters... hope bb tan dun feel too sad over it...


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9/09/2008 11:07:00 PM