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name: Hoegarden age: 28+ likes: ice-cream, slp, singing, salmon sashimi, salsa, badminton, bb tan dislikes: crying e-mail: .::credit
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.::Mo Mo Fund's Update
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selfish thots...if i haf a choice... definitely i wan bb tan to extend his stay in Bc... jz 1 selfish thot of mine...since apr 10, bb tan haf been acc me as n when he can... i admit tat i am really puttin a lot of reliance on him... n his support haf been impt all this while... w/o him in the ofc, frankly speaking, i do nt know if i can manage to pull thru facing ST everyday... nw wif him leavin the company soon (even if he extend his stay)... i begin to feel the tension of losin a support... i dun really lik myself bein so weak... and i worried tat w/o him by my side, i gt no one tat i can divert my attention to and i will get depress again... thus... i really really hope tat bb tan will stay... bt i noe itz very selfish of me to tink of tat... eventually he will still leave rite and i still haf to be standing up n facin ST on my own... jz lik wat jess say, the cold hard truth is tat no1 will alway be ther for u forever... nt tat i am treatin him nice n well becos i nd to divert my attention... it could be part of reason... bt oso i really wanted to treat him well becos i really lik bb tan a lot (no matter in wat kinda sense lar...) and oso grateful to him for being ard when i needed support most... i guess i can nvr repay him for the time spend n the shoulder borrowed... i wonder if i haf been too sensitive... i can feel tat ST is oso tryin to avoid me abit... i can oso feel the same frm bb tan oso... haiz... Got washed up on the beach @ 4/25/2008 12:23:00 AM
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